{"id":1211,"date":"2008-05-01T23:38:01","date_gmt":"2008-05-02T03:38:01","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.chrismclaren.com\/blog\/?p=1211"},"modified":"2008-05-02T08:38:45","modified_gmt":"2008-05-02T12:38:45","slug":"sentences-to-meditate-on","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.chrismclaren.com\/blog\/2008\/05\/01\/sentences-to-meditate-on\/","title":{"rendered":"Sentences to meditate on"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"http:\/\/www.jonathancarroll.com\/\">Jonathan Carroll<\/a>&#8216;s never-emptying <a href=\"http:\/\/www.jonathancarroll.com\/blog1\/archiveMain.html\">cornucopia of awesome<\/a> brings us this quote today:<\/p>\n<blockquote><p>I live near the abyss. I hope to stay.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align:right;\">&#8212;<a href=\"http:\/\/en.wikipedia.org\/wiki\/Theodore_Roethke\">Theodore Roethke<\/a><\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n<p>Yes, I quite like that. A little bit <a href=\"http:\/\/thinkexist.com\/quotation\/if_you_gaze_long_into_an_abyss-the_abyss_will\/205845.html\">Nietzsche<\/a>, a little bit <a href=\"http:\/\/en.wikipedia.org\/wiki\/You_May_Be_Right_(song)\">Billy Joel<\/a>. It, at least to me, says something about an artistic way to live.<\/p>\n<p>Actually, and this is probably sharing too much, this brings to mind another of my &#8220;pop culture epiphanies&#8221;. About a million years ago when I was still in my teens I watched all the episodes of a short-lived sitcom entitled <a href=\"http:\/\/www.imdb.com\/title\/tt0103382\/\">Camp Wilder<\/a>. I can&#8217;t even really remember what the premise was&#8211;I really only remember two things about the show. One was I watched it because I had a crush on <a href=\"http:\/\/www.imdb.com\/name\/nm0005476\/\">Hilary Swank<\/a>. The other was that there was a scene with dialogue that went roughly (and I am deeply paraphrasing though the mists of memory) like this:<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;How can you always live your life on the cliff&#8217;s edge? Don&#8217;t you worry about falling off?&#8221;<br \/>\n&#8220;But the view, {character name}, the view&#8230;&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;m sure that first line is wrong, but you get the sense of it. It was kind of a throwaway scene, but the notion that people who lived their lives less sensibly got something back from the universe in return for that&#8211;that you get the best view when you&#8217;re standing on the edge of the cliff&#8211;was one of those notions so perfectly captured by the image that it&#8217;s been in my head ever since.<\/p>\n<p>(Oh, and on the &#8220;once in a while you get shown the light, in the strangest of places&#8230;&#8221; theme, I think the line was delivered by Jay Mohr, who probably overacted a totally hackneyed part in what was probably a pretty terrible show. Still, even in the midst of that, there are things to learn.)<\/p>\n<p>Anyway, the Roethke quote is one I could chew over for a while, finding different things to reflect on about ways to live. <\/p>\n<p>Of course the all time best example of a single line that can support sustained meditation is still the quotation <a href=\"http:\/\/www.chrismclaren.com\/blog\/2005\/02\/16\/nicole-blackman\/\">Nicole Blackman<\/a> chose as the epigraph for her collection of poetry, <a href=\"http:\/\/www.amazon.ca\/exec\/obidos\/ASIN\/1888451343\">Blood Sugar<\/a>, the <a href=\"http:\/\/en.wikipedia.org\/wiki\/Ingeborg_Bachmann\">Ingeborg Bachmann<\/a> line:<\/p>\n<blockquote><p><strong>&#8220;I am writing with my burnt hand about the nature of fire.&#8221;<\/strong><\/p><\/blockquote>\n<p>I don&#8217;t know the context Bachman originally used the line in (and I don&#8217;t want to&#8211;no context could improve the line as it exists inside my head right now), but for me that sentence captures everything important about the relationship between experience and art. I can sit and think about it for hours.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p class=\"excerpt\">Jonathan Carroll&#8216;s never-emptying cornucopia of awesome brings us this quote today: I live near the abyss. I hope to stay. &#8212;Theodore Roethke Yes, I quite like that. A little bit Nietzsche, a little bit Billy Joel. It, at least to me, says something about an artistic way to live. Actually, and this is probably sharing too much, this brings to&hellip; <a href=\"http:\/\/www.chrismclaren.com\/blog\/2008\/05\/01\/sentences-to-meditate-on\/\">Read more &rarr;<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":13,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":false,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2}},"categories":[5],"tags":[82,125,278],"class_list":["post-1211","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-storytime","tag-art","tag-quote","tag-satori","xfolkentry"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/p5UQvw-jx","_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.chrismclaren.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1211","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.chrismclaren.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.chrismclaren.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.chrismclaren.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/13"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.chrismclaren.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1211"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"http:\/\/www.chrismclaren.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1211\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.chrismclaren.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=1211"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.chrismclaren.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=1211"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.chrismclaren.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=1211"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}